You say I should be confident,
with all my will unbent
and stand up for myself,
but the one time, when I actually do
you simply change your view.
you get angry and pissed
and I feel like I must have missed
the memo were you told me to
forget what you said and never go through
with what you told me to do.

Make up your mind!
What do you want?
Should I be confident
and stand up for myself
or simply go with the flow
and never say no?

You know what?
Forget this confusion.
It’s all just an illusion.
I might just go
and show.

-B.

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