Being here 
staying here
Isn't that what we all want?
Isn't that what you want?

I thought we might just
do just 
be just
make just
we ended up doing nothing at all.

You say you want to go
yet all you show
is that you're lazy and immature
waiting for it to happen rather than waiting for you to do

All that I've been doing was for somebody else
all that I've been doing was for you.
This stops now.
I start doing it for me.

I start doing what I should have done a long time ago
I start doing what's best for me
and not for you

I start being
I start living
not just surviving.
I start enjoying.

I am myself
I am successful and thriving
You start forgetting
I start writing.